I'M SORRY

I'm sorry. 

Sometimes I get jealous and I'm worried 

thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. 

I guess it's my insecurities acting up. 

Because I know, that I'm not the prettiest, smartest, 

funniest and most exciting person. 

But I do know no matter how hard or long you look, 

you'll never find someone who loves you like I do.

I LOVE YOU  ♥ 

I NEED YOU, NOW!

♥

DISTANCE

Dear Distance,

Thank you. Thank you for bringing me to him, the one who makes my life mean something. 

Thank you for keeping things right, thank you for those new experiences we took. 

Thank you for bridging the gap between two hearts, two hearts that were meant to beat as one. 

Thank you for making me realize how perfectly we fit by keeping us apart.

But wait, don’t pat yourself on the back, not yet. I also want to say I hate you. 

I hate you for keeping us so far from each other. 

I hate that I can’t feel his breath against my cheek when I want too. 

I hate how I have to rely on charges, phones and internet connection to keep in touch. I hate you.

So as much as I love you for making this possible, 

and as much as I love you for making us closer, I hate you. 

When we can reunite and come together, it is then that I will thank you again, 

I will remember how much I love you.

Until then, Distance

I LOVE YOU. YOU LOVE ME TOO

I love the times when we watched movies 
but he doesn't really focused on the movie 
because he's too busy cutely attempting to land popcorn on my tongue.
I love when he always staring at me and suddenly kiss my cheek.
I love when he always says, ''I love you''.
I love the ways he tells me that he's so blessed for having me
and he desperately loves me.
I love the way he ignores other girls just for me.
I love the way he always trying to make sure I'm comfortable.
I love when he just grab my hand and hold it like 
he's holding something that really valuable/fragile.
Ahhh, I really love him.

♥

I WILL WAIT

I can never deny the fact that I'm so in love with you.

No matter what I do, I can't get you out of my head.

The way you talk, the way you smile, the way you move. Everything.

You're far away from me now and God knows  how much I miss you.

I keep on thinking about the memories that we did together.

And everytime I remember the times that we were so happy together,

my eyes would start to water.

This distance really sucks.

But I want you to know no matter what happens,

my love for you will never ever change.

I will wait for you

♥

I ♥ YOU

A reason that even myself can't figure out

 I just found myself keep thinking of how much I love talking to you

 How much I love your laugh

How good you look when you smile

  How much I love your scent

How I really love to hold your hand

 I daydream about you off and on

 Replaying pieces of our conversation

 Laughing at funny things that you said

 Everytime I go to bed

 I close my eyes and I imagine

How my life would be so complete if you were next to me

 Just next to me, hugging me

 And it feels great just thinking about it

 But at the same time it kills me inside

 Because I know how it feels like not having you here

 I want to memorized your face and how you look at me

 And then I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine

 I wonder what will happen when we are finally be together

 I know one thing for sure, for once,

 I don't care, I just want to cherish every moment I have with you

 But I think the reason why I met you is maybe God knows that once upon a time 

You were exactly what I needed ♥

CAN I BE YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL?

Tell me how you admire me
Always tell me you love me at all times
When I'm upset, please hold me tight
Play with my hair. Just talk to me
Tell me jokes, makes me laugh
Hold my hand. Pinch my cheek
Let me fall asleep in your arms
Sing to me no matter how awful you sound
Pick me over all the other girls you hang out with
When I get mad at you, just kiss me
Pick me up, tickle me and wrestle with me
Give me piggy back rides
Push me on swings
Look into my eyes and smile
Kiss me on forehead
Show me that you care
Dance with me even if there's no music
When I'm sad, stay on the phone with me even if I'm not saying anything
When you fall in love with me, please tell me.
And don't you ever dare to leave me.

iloveyou <3