IM SORRY (II)

Dear brain, sorry for overloading you with thoughts of him.  

Dear tummy, sorry for all the butterflies.  

Dear pillow, sorry for all the tears.  

Dear heart, sorry for all the damage.

PLEASE STOP

I had learned the lesson all over for the passed few years every year of my life. 

I'm not invicible enough to go through same shit every year. 

I close the wall of life but theres always that one person who make me open the door and let him love me.

I'm not strong. Stop repeating, stop the infinity of pain. It's ruining my inner heart. 

I PROMISE YOU

If I’m in a relationship with you, I promise ..

- to always put you in front of everyone else.
- to put in a lot of effort into our relationship.
- to show you off to all my friends and brag about you.
- to care for you.
- to always talk to you.
- to never cheat on you.
- to stay loyal and honest.
- to be there for you.
- to share cute memories with you.
- to always try my best to make you smile.
- to keep you happy.
- to love you with all my heart.

WHAT I WANT TO BE

I want to be good enough for you. In every way possible. 

I want to be the reason why you wake up smiling and why you have motivation to do well in life. 

I want to be the one who gives you an extra push,

when you’re giving up and the voice on reasoning when you’re doing something stupid. 

I want to be that good girl you want to wife up because in your eyes I’m a keeper. 

I want you to look in my eyes and that the only place you want to be is in my heart.

MY NIGHTMARE

I know you're good looking, I know you can get girls, I know any girl would be lucky to have you, and that's what im so afraid of. 

The thought that I had you and I could lose you on any day and I wouldn't be able to see it coming. 
The thought that you could meet another girl and everything you feel about me could go away. 
The thought that you might meet someone better and I'll no longer be good enough for you. 
The thought that one of your exes decides to talk to you again and old feelings for her might come back. 
The thought that you might change your mind about being with me because you might get bored of me and want to be single again. 

All these thoughts racing through my head and it just makes me so scared. I just doesn't ever want to lose you.

I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

I doesn't care if you're broke. 

I doesn't mind that you don't make a lot of money because the money isn't why im with you. 

I know you work hard, I knows you try, and that's all I can ever ask of you. 

You shouldn't feel embarassed that you don't make that much, 

it's not like im going to leave you and go find a guy who does make a lot of money. 

im here to support you if you need anything. 

Don't worry about me, i'll work and makes my own money. 

I ain't the type of girl who makes the guy pay for everything 

and don't ever hesitate to ask me if you need anything. 

So what if you can't afford fancy things, I can live without them. 

Most things are expensive for no reason anyways. 

I appreciates what you do get for me because it's the thought that counts 

and the fact that you give anything to me that makes it so special.

THIS IS WHO I AM

I'm the type of girlfriend that if you want to go out on the weekends with your boys? 

Go ahead, have fun. But don't ever do shit. 

You play a sport? Best believe I'll be your number one fan.

Can't sleep? Fuck it, let's stay up all night till one of us can't go on no more. 

Need someone to listen? I'll listen. 

I want to be your bestfriend too, you have female friends? Cool. Let them know who I am though. 

I'll ride with you as long as you don't bullshit me. 

I'll show you off and most importantly be by your side no matter what the situation is. 

You can count on me and know you're not facing it alone.

AS LONG AS STARS ARE ABOVE YOU

How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I can

How long will I need you
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan

How long will I be with you
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash upon the sand

How long will I want you
As long as you want me to
And longer by far

How long will I hold you
As long as your father told you
As long as you can

How long will I give to you
As long as I live through you
However long you stay

How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I may

How long will I love you
As long as stars are about you

Ellie Goulding - How long will I love you

 

HAVE FAITH IN LOVE

I don't believe in relationships whereby we check our partner's phone, ask for their passwords for Fb, Twitter etc, restricting them from going out with anyone, argue just because we don't meet them often, trying to change them to please others, saying they are perfect but when something goes wrong, we bring up their past, labeling them as you like, giving them no space just because we don't need one. 

 I believe we should have trust in them, as long as they don't break it. There are some people who don't feel jealous, it's not because they don't love you, it's because they know no one can take their place. You should be glad, not worried. 

Well of course, some are bitter and cold, but as long as they take good care of you and never let you down, I don't see any reason you should be devastated. Take them as they are baby, not everyone has a cotton candy heart. 

And it's cool if you decide to believe in your friends instead of the one you love but sweety, just pray that the day you wish to own a time machine, will never come.

I FELL IN LOVE

When we fall in love, we don't realize it. 

We just like that person, and eventually we start defending them, 

and get jealous if they talk to another person. 

We always want to be with them because they make our crappy lives worth living for a few hours a day. 

They take our pain away; make us laugh, make us mad, make us sad, embarrassed. 

But no matter what they make us feel, we're coming back for more. That's just how love is.

 
**I wish I could see you. Literally, right now, at this very second. I want to be with you.

BECAUSE WE ARE GIRLS

Every girl needs a little reassurance every now and then. 

She just needs a reminder from you that you still care for her, 

that you still have feelings for her, 

that you are still in love with her, 

that you haven't gotten bored with her, 

that you haven't met someone new, 

that you haven't reconnected with someone from the past, 

that you don't plan on leaving her, 

that you're happy being in a relationship with her, 

that you're satisfied with everything she does for you, 

that you can still see a future with her, 

that you would rather be with her than anyone else, 

that she's more beautiful to you than any other girl out there, 

that she still matters to you, 

that you're pleased with the way she treats you, 

that you trust her and have no suspicions, 

that you'll be with her forever. 

But don't tell her these things if you don't mean it. 

But if you do, then she would love to hear it here and there.

THATS HOW YOU DO IT

Keep your relationship private, just between the two of you. 
Don't put your problems online, because that will just lead to you two having more problems with each other. 
Nobody else needs to know your business but you two because honestly, nobody really cares. 
You don't want to become that annoying couple who people will look at and say,

"Oh, they're fighting again? They're always fighting. But they'll break up and eventually get back together. That's what always happens". 

If you are having a problem with your partner, don't write a status about it, don't tweet about it, don't blog about it, just talk to them directly because you're just drawing a lot of unwanted attention towards your relationship. You don't need to constantly announce every time you guys have a fight and put that person on blast. So whatever problem you guys have, keep it to yourselves.