I FEEL YOU

What I really feel about you MFMS, you can make a bad day instantly better. 

You make me laugh even when I feel like crap all day. 

You bring out a smile in me no one else can. 

Your face lights up the room. Your voice makes me want to just listen, for hours. 

Your eyes electrify me. The way you make face, tease me, is the cutest action ever. 

Your maturity, lead me when i'm lost.

The way you laugh, the way you make jokes. 

The way you care, and the way you show me that you care. 

I love every single thing about you. 

Every single thing. 

I love everything that we've been through.

 I just want to tell you what I really feel about you, not that i'm asking much from you, 

Love me. Just love me. Just be there for me.

FUCK MY LIFE

fml fml fml fml fml.  

Laying in bed.

Wrapped up in sheets of miserable thoughts.

Go to sleep.

Fuck it up till I die. I need to rest. 

My emotion went berserk and raged. Escape to dream land. 

Fuck you. 

You made me like this. 

This isn't strong. 

I CAN'T BREATH

Sometimes I wonder why I fell in love with you in the first place, 

and continue to love you even after all the pain we've gone through. 

And then you smile at me and I realize why; 

without you, I can't breathe.

I want that unexpected kind of love.  

The one where you never know what’s going to happen next, 

but you trust and believe that everything will be okay. 

You know everything will be okay, as long as you’re with him. 

You trust him with your head and your heart; he’s your everything. 

And best of all, you’re his.

I ASK MYSELF WHY

If I ask you to love me back, that wouldn’t be right. 

If I ask you to love me now, that wouldn’t be fair. 

If I ask you to stay, that’s too much. 

So I’ll just ask you to please believe that when I say I love you, I mean it. 

I ask myself why, and in that same breath as I watch you, I get my answer. 

It’s everything about you; that teasing smile, that warm scent. 

It’s the curve of your arms, the tousle of your hair, 
the deepness of your voice that I can, and do, get lost in. 
It’s just everything about you.

♡♡♡

 

But more than that, it’s everything about me. 

It’s everything about the way you make me laugh, cry, smile, and hurt. 

It’s everything about the way you make me feel. 

And that’s everything that I cannot, and would not, want to let go of.

HOW MUCH MORE..?

Honestly, both of our lives are full of colours despite the lows and downs we had. 

I hope the two of us will continue to inspire each other to be better, stronger in everything we do. 

May God bless our journey and keep us safe. 

Even though we're not near, just know that I can still feel your presence. 

I love you with all my heart and I miss you.  

♡♡♡

I miss you when there’s no reason to, how much more if there was? 

I miss you when we talk, how much more if we don’t? 

I miss you after we’re together, how much more if I see you never? 

I love you now, how much more later? 

 You see, I love you and I don't want to lose you because my life has been better since the day I found you.

EVERYTHING YOU NEED

I want to be the smile, 

the first thought, 

the long drive, 

or the short walk.

The last voice, 

the random call, 

the laugh, 

your second half, 

the sparkle in your eyes, 

the warm hugs,

the everything you need, 

and just what you want.

SO MUCH, SO DEEP

When you came in, it's a different game.

You believe in me so much, you turn me from nothing to a girl who's super something.

You'll see I'm better, I'm faster, stronger, I'm happier when you're by my side.

Death scares the hell out of me.

I don't wanna die knowing that you'll cry over me.

But if death means watching over you and being with you,

I might as well take my life just for you.

I love you baby. So much. So deep.

YOU MAKE ME SO PERFECT

I know we haven't been together for long but you literally mean everything to me, 

and I don't want to lose you. 

I know we argue over stupid little things and I know I can be argumentative. 

But I don't mean to be. I love you. 

You make me so happy, you're so caring. 

I don't want anyone else, just you. 

You're like OMG..be with you make me so perfect. 

Thank you for everything. I miss you so much :')

I LOVE YOU IN ANY CONDITION

I love how your eyes close whenever you kiss my hand. 

And when I’m away from you I love how you miss me. 

I love the way you always treat me tenderly. 

I love how your heart beats whenever I hold you. 

I love how you think of me without being told to. 

I love the way your touch is always heavenly. 

But most of all I love how you love me.

 

I want to go to sleep at night, 

wake up every day, and breathe knowing you are truly mine.

Thinking of you is easy I do it everyday. 

Missing you is the heartache that never goes away.

ONLY YOUR LOVE, NO ONE ELSE CAN.

I look and stare so deep in your eyes,

I touch on you more and more every time,

When you leave I'm beggin you not to go,

Call your name two, three times in a row,

Such a funny thing for me to try to explain,

How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame,

Yeah, cause I know I don't understand,

Just how your love can do what no on else can.

I wanted to go away with you and I will leave all my troubles here. 

I wanted to run away with you and I will bring all my dreams and fears.

 

LEMME BE YOUR CUDDLY PILLOW

Deep in thought. 

I'm sitting here in front of the pc, no word can write how my heart yearns for you. 

I wish I were your cuddly pillow then I'd be with you every night. 

Touch your skin and the sweetness of your heart beating. 

Seeing the night sky I see the pale moon, 

the sight of my lovely heart stepped in longing for you. 

I love you MFMS my sweetheart. Sleep well and dream of me.

I swear, I really miss you.

I MISS YOU TERRIBLY

When I first fell in love with you, 

I couldn't stand being apart with you for a week, 

then it was a day, 

and then an hour, 

and then a minute. 

Now, I can't stand being away from you for a second.

 And when we are apart, I miss you terribly. 

I HAVE NO ANSWER

There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with a single soul. 

For this person you'd do anything and not think twice about it, but when asked why,

You have no answer. 

You'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, 

but you'll never find out. 

And no matter how badly you hate it or how badly it hurts,

you'll love this person without regret, for the rest of your life.

RAIN

I want a guy who will play with me in the rain. 

Hugs me at the back and looks at me as if it is the last. 

A guy who truly loves me and never fails to make me smile. 

Completes my day at simply staring at his eyes and hearing his voice. 

A guy who will sit next to me, holds my hand, and whispers the sweetest thing ever..

 ”I love you”.