HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY SAYANG

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YOU'RE THE COLOR OF MY BLOOD

You're the light, you're the night,
You're the color of my blood,
you're the cure, you're the pain,
You're the only thing I wanna touch,
Never knew that it could mean so much.

You're the fear, I don't care
'Cause I've never been so high
Follow me through the dark,
Let me take you pass outside the lights,
Even see the world you brought to life.

Fading in, fading out,
On the edge of paradise,
Every inch of your skin,
Is a holy grail I've got to find,
Only you can set my heart on fire.

I let you set the pace,
'Cause I'm not thinking straight,
My head's spinning around,
I can't see clear no more.

LOST

i'm lost.

I WILL HOLD ON

I will stand by you

Even when we fall

I will be the rock, that holds you up

and lifts you high so you stand tall

I won't let you go

No one can take your place

a couple fights & lonely nights

Don't make it right to let it go to waste

I won't let you fall

I won't let you go

No matter where you are

I'll be there

I will hold on to

Everything we've got

A quitter, a regretter, and forgetter is

Everything I'm not

I'll take care of you

and love you just because

You and I are better than forever

Nothing can stop us

We can be the generation

Who learns how to love

Mistakes & empty promises

Will never be enough

To tear apart the giant hearts

that beat inside us now

Let's conquer the percentages

and rise above the crowd

WHY SHOULD I WORRY WHEN YOU ARE MY BABY

I could dream my life away
What would I care anyway?
It'd be so fine 

I'd be walking ten feet tall
With your love, boy
Why should I worry at all?
When you are my baby

I'd never be lonely
when you are my only love

I'd take my last breath
Before I would let you go
And I promise I said i love you forever and ever

We'd go walking late at night
Count the stars up in the sky
Just you and me

Stop to kiss under a tree
Listen to the sound of the whispering breeze

Oh, how wonderful life would be
If we'd be together until eternity

 Just to hold you endlessly
Is all I'd ever need

 

 

I WON'T LEAVE YOU

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

Where every single promise I'll keep
Cause what kind of girl would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside you tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when you needs me most
 

And I'm gonna be here forever more
I'm forever keeping my angel close

I'LL FLY TO YOU IF I COULD

Your eyes, your smile, always make me want to fly 

Your laugh, your kiss, that’s what I always miss 

Cause you happen to be, my one and only so please...

..could you just stay here with me?

I love you, I miss you, you're the best thing that I knew 

I need you, I want you, please make my dream come true 

Cause you're happen to be, my one and only so please ....
..could you just say you love me?
 

If I have the power to fly a flight
I’ll fly to you
 

If I have the power to make you smile
Please smile 

If I could bring all the memories
Could you promise that..
..I’ll be only yours, only yours?

I'LL BE YOUR ANGEL

Just like a shadow
I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort
I'm there to guide you home
I will provide you a place of shelter
I wanna be your zone
I'll act as if you do

Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
With every promise given
Making vows to please her man
If I could be your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again

Just like the moon
I'll step beside
And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what you got
It deserves all the props
You're everything I'm not

IF YOU RUN, I WANNA RUN WITH YOU

You are the wind in my sail
You are the spring in my step
You make me laugh you make me cry I’m feeling so much better 

cause you make me forget my problems
So tell me when you run, I wanna run with you
Where you hide, I wanna come to you
Where you go, I wanna there too
Even if you fall I will go down with you 

I will be the one who comes to rescue you
Tell me where you go cause I wanna be there too
With you

 
You set the world on fire
but the flames are getting higher
the flames are getting brighter
So I stand beneath the waterfall 

  but I don’t feel the heat at all 

 

AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

I want you to know that since the day we met, I've fallen deeply in love with you. There are no words to express the feeling I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. 

You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend, my one true love, my one and only. 
I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. 
Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living.

I was scared to love you at first, out of fear that you would hurt me, but I did and it’s the best thing I’ve ever done. Now, the only fear I have is waking up and realizing it’s all a dream. You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. 

Each moment that you and I spend together is so magical that I catch myself smiling for no reason at all.
I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as ours, but now that we've found each other I know that you are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, the person I want to marry, the person I want to have babies with, and the person I want to grow old with.

Baby, you complete me. You make my life so amazing and I don't know how else to repay you but to love you just as much as you love me. The world is a better place to be because of you. Thank you for giving me so much more than I ever could have wanted. 

I am so thankful for what we have, and for everything we will have. You are the only man I ever want to share my life with. I could never imagine what it would be like if we were to lose each other. I don't even want to think about it. All I want to think of is you. 

You are the love of my life. I love you, and I always will until the day I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and yours will be the last face that I see.
 
I love you from the bottom of my heart, 
Muhamad Faiz bin Mohamed Shawari <3

IM SINGING IN THE SHOWER

I don't know, it's just something about ya
Got me feeling like I can't be without ya
Anytime someone mention your name
I be feeling as if I'm around ya

Ain't no words to describe you baby
All I know is that you take me high
Can you tell that you drive me crazy?
Cause I can't get you out my mind

Think of you when I'm going to bed
When I wake up think of you again
You are my homie, lover and friend
Exactly why

You light me up inside
Like the 4th of July
Whenever you're around
I always seem to smile
And people ask me how
Well you're the reason why
I'm dancing in the mirror and singing in the shower

All I want, all I need is your loving
Baby you make me hot like an oven
Since you came you know what I've discovered
Baby I don't need me another
No, no all I know 

 Only you got me feeling so
And you know that I got to have you
And I don't plan to let you go

There ain't no guarantee
But I'll take a chance on we
Baby let's take our time

And when the times get rough
There ain't no giving up
Cause it just feels so right

Don't care what others say
If I got you I'm straight
You bring my heart to life

DEAR MY FUTURE HUSBAND

Dear future husband,
Here's a few things
You'll need to know if you wanna be
My one and only all my life
 
Take me on a date
And don't forget the flowers every anniversary
'Cause if you'll treat me right
I'll be the perfect wife
Buying groceries
Buy what you need

You gotta know how to treat me like a lady
Even when I'm acting crazy
Tell me everything's alright

Dear future husband,
If you wanna get that special lovin'
Tell me I'm beautiful each and every night
 
After every fight
Just apologize
And maybe then I'll let you try and rock my body right
Even if I was wrong
You know I'm never wrong
Why disagree? :P
 
Dear future husband,
Make time for me 
Don't leave me lonely
And know we'll never see your family more than mine

I'll be sleeping on the left side of the bed
Open doors for me and you might get some kisses

Future husband, better love me right

BABY DON'T LEAVE ME

Grow old with me
Let us share what we see
And all the best it could be
Just you and I

When our hair ain't so black

  And our hands they might age
And our bodies will change
But we'll still be the same
We'll still sing our song
We will be alright

You'll be the one
Make me hard, make me come
Make me feel like I'm real
And alive

GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!

EID MUBARAK WITH MY TWIN - ekin

First time datang rumah ekin, ikut alamat then tanya orang. Tak tahu jalan apa..main redah je. Alhamdulillah jumpa jugak lepas u-turn dekat 2 3 kali. hahaha. Dah lah pakai skirt masa tu, relex je naik motor. Dengan tak bawak handbag. Handphone, purse dengan polaroid main campak-campai gitu je dalam raga motor. Sampaikan masa berhenti dekat traffic light ada mamat mana entah tegur ''jangan letak dompet dalam raga''. huhu

Sampai je rumah ekin, ekin & mak dia sambut. Then salam, makan-makan sambil tengok tv then borak-borak dgn ekin. hihi. Best lah! Walaupun masa tu langit dah gelap macam nak hujan lebat, aku dah tak kisah sebab hujan je pun kan? Mandi hujan sekali sekala apa salahnya hihi :DD

Tak lepak lama pun sebab sepupu aku ada dekat rumah, datang rumah ekin makan-makan, lepak-lepak tengok tv kejap then suruh mak dia tangkap gambar pakai polaroid ni. Tapi mak dia tak pandai, then suruh abang dia. First time tengok abang dia, hahahaha..abang dia yg tolong tangkapkan gambar ni. Well, atleast ada kenangan kan?

So far it was a nice trip! Thank you ekin sebab layan akak sembang. Sorry sebab akak banyak cakap :p

Terima kasih jugak dekat makcik & pakcik sebab susah-susah masak. Then balik tu bagi dekat ekin duit raya. Ekin cakap terbalik pulak. Takpe, tak kisah pun. Mana-mana pun sama je. Raya kan untuk have fun.

Rasanya tak lambat lagi kan nak wish? SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI everyone!

 

I WANNA BE YOURS FOREVER

I wanna be yours, wanna be your hero
And my heart beats
Like the empires of the world unite
 
We are alive
And the stars make love to the universe
You're my wildfire every single night 
 
I will follow you down wherever you go
I am, baby, I'm bound to you and do you know?

I'm just gonna raise my head
And hold you close

PLEASE STAY

Well, it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder,
I'm lonely here at night
I'm lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

I miss you
I need you

And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer and I can hear you say

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
'Cause my heart would stop without you

JANGAN

Adikku,

Jika kau tahu bagaimana terlukanya hati abah, kau tak akan sanggup melihatnya walau sebelah mata apatah lagi menyentuhnya. Jika kau rasa abah tak perlu wujud di setiap hidupmu, percayalah..kau tak mungkin tenang walau kau baik dengan semua orang. Amal ibadatmu itu hanya sia-sia sesudah kau sakiti hati ayahmu.

Adikku,

Jika suatu hari nanti abah pergi menjemput ilahi, kita cuma ada emak. Hanya emak dan adik beradik. Kita saling bergantungan. Apa saja yang bisa kita lakukan andai kau ingin abah tiada disisi?

Aku pernah melalui apa yang kau lalui saat ini. Darah mudamu tak bisa menyatakan keinginan hati. Jangan..

..Jangan adikku.

Mari aku ajarkan bagaimana kau bisa melihat hati abah yang lembut. Hati abah yang tak bisa disentuh. Agar nanti kau tahu, kita adalah nyawa seorang ayah.

Kakakmu.

LET'S NEVER BE APART

I’m afraid that time is running out

I want to hold you

Until I can feel your wrinkles, the traces of aging

Until I’m sure that you’re real

Until all the energy is lost.

Until my sight has become blurry

Until I can no longer breathe

For you, I’m willing.

 Let’s never be apart

Even if I can’t move anymore, I still want to see you

Until I can see that your hair has traces of whiteness

Even if

I have to give up the whole world

At least there’s still you, who is worth treasuring

And the fact that you’re here, is a miracle in my life

I could forget the whole world,

As long as I don’t ever lose you

I will always know where the mole on your hand is

It wasn’t easy for us

We had no choice

I’m afraid that time is passing by too quickly

Not long enough to look at you carefully

I’m afraid time is passing by too slowly

I’m worried day and night about losing you

Just want to age in one night

Let’s never part.

LOVE METER JUST BROKE

I swear... 

I am in love with my boyfriend... 

I don't know what gotten into me but my love meter just broke. 

My love everygy for him is overloading.

 

 I would be so lost without you.

He always knows how to cheer me up.

 
Nothing makes me happier than to wake up knowing that hes still my prince.

 I wake up everyday with a spark in my heart.

 I automatically smile when I see him.

 

 Having a boyfriend like him is just amazing.

 I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH HIM.

 

IM DEAD BEFORE I MET YOU

He contribute so much to my life by lifting me up even if I'm in the most suicidal thoughts. 

He actually listen to me and ask for how I feel and what do I think. 

He give me the strenght to stand strong thru bullshits. 

He build me up so much that I finally can look at the mirror without hating myself again. 

He actually have seen me break down and lose hopes. 

Nothing could repay you. 

I probably dead if I never get to know you. 

You are the fire of my life. 

You burn away my problems and brighten my every single fuckin' day.

That's why I love you more than anything else.