WOULD YOU?

If you're going to love me, love me deeply. 

If you're going to care, care for me completely. 

If you decide not to hold me, at least don’t let me fall. 

If you're going to stay, then stay forever. 

If you want to leave, do it today. 

If you're going to change, change for the better. 

and if you're going to talk, mean what you say. 

CHILDHOOD MEMORIES

When I was younger, I’d put my arms in my shirt and told people I lost my arms. 

Would restart the video game whenever I knew I was going to lose. 

Slept with all the stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended. 

Had that one pen with 4 colors, and tried to push all the buttons at once. 

Poured soda into the cap and acting like I were taking shots. 

The hardest decision was choosing which Nintendo game to play. 

Waited behind a door to scare someone, then leaving because they’re taking too long to come out or you had to pee. 

Faked being asleep, so I could be carried to bed. 

Used to think that the moon followed my car. 

Watching two drops of rain roll down window and pretending it was a race. 

Went on the computer just to use Paint. 

The only ‘fake’ friends I had were invisible ones. 

I used to sing & dance in the shower. 

Swallowed a fruit seed I was scared to death that a tree was going to grow in my tummy. 

Getting a bruised knees heals better than a broken heart. 

Remember when I was a kids and couldn’t wait to grow up.

I miss my childhood :’)

THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME BACK MY LIFE

I said,

 "I missed you"

He said,

 "I missed you too"

Then I fell silent and so did he.

He then said,

 "Thank you"

I asked,

 "For what?"

He said,

 "For giving me back my life"

I smiled and said,

 "Then thank you for starting mine” 

TILL MY LAST BREATH

I will love you always. 

When this black hair is white, I will still love you. 

When the smooth softness of youth is replaced by the delicate softness of age, 

I will still want to touch your skin. 

When your face is full of the lines of every smile you have ever smiled, 

of every surprise I have seen flash through your eyes, 

when every tear you have ever cried has left its mark upon your face,

I will treasure you all the more, 

because I was there to see it all. 

I love you sayang..

YOU'RE MY FAVOURITE ONE

You have made a place in my heart where I thought there was no room for anything else.

 You have made flowers grow where I cultivated dust and stones.
  

 I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. 
I love you, not only for what you have made of yourself but for what you are making of me.

♡♡♡

 When I miss you, I read our old conversations, 
listen to songs that reminds me of you, then miss you more.
 I don't want anyone else to have your heart, 
Hold your hand, be in your arms, be the one you love. 
I don't want anyone to take my place.

There may be a million things to smile about, 
but you're definitely my favorite one.

LUAR BIASA

Aku memang manusia biasa,

Yang tak sempurna dan kadang salah,

Namun dihatiku hanya satu,

Cinta untukmu luar biasa.

THE SAD CHICKEN RICE

I put a bowl of chicken rice in a lunch box, 

''sambal kicap", "sambal merah", salads, and chicken soup.

I see the clock is already reach 10 pm, 

and I'm pretty sure that he will not come at a time like this.  

So I decided to eat that chicken rice,  

It happened to be a large mirror in front of me. 

(Because while waiting for him to come, I apply night cream)

I ate the chicken rice though I'm not hungry. I eat little by little. 

Suddenly I accidentally look at that big mirror. 

I see myself had my own meal. Alone. 

Without realizing I cried slowly and its getting louder.