MY BABY BOO

Your smile, your touch, the smell of your hair,
The way you always showed you cared,

I miss watching you sleep in the car,

Watching you breathe, watching you dream,

When you cut my nails,

The way you always told me you love me,

I miss watching you playing games, laughing and talking,

The secrets we shared the plans that we made,

The way you always got my way.

I miss your tender heart,

The things you did for me, all the nights we shared.

Do you miss me?

The way I always played with your hair?

The way I thought true love would never die?

The way I hold your hand and kissed it?

The way I massage your neck?

The way I always says, "I love you" and "omey" again and again?

 

I tell my self that I need to stick with you.

I keep telling myself that I can't live without you and your love.

You're the only one for me.

It can't be anyone else.

Will you accept my heart forever?

Should I tell you that I love you with all my heart?

Do you know how I feel when I look at your pictures everyday?

If you stay by my side I don't want anything else

Will you just stay by my side?

Should I try to run to you now? Cause I miss you so bad.

I want to know how you feel about me.

That's the only thing I need.

I can't imagine day without you. I don't even want to imagine that.

Will you accept my feeling for you?

I try to remember everything that you did for me in the past

Will you please stay by my side and protect me?

The sweet looks you always gave me, and the way you talk to me.

They matter to me.

I love you...I love you, I love you more than anyone else in the world.

You're enough for me.

I don't desire anyone else.

I can't live one day without you.

I only love one person.
The person I love is you.

''LOVE'' IS YOU

It’s the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. 
When it hits you, I mean really hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. 
A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder, 

“What if some reason things don’t work out? — How are you possible going to live without them?”

Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand. 
Someone you once had no emotions for, now has the power to break your heart. 
Someone you never used to hang out with, now owns most of your time. 
Someone you never thought you’d love, now owns your entire heart. 
Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold onto forever.

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If someone would ask me what a beautiful life means, 

I would lean my head on your shoulder, 

hold you close to me and answer with a smile, “Like this.” 

ALL I NEED IS ONLY YOUR ATTENTION

I don't need to own a fancy car
To drive with you around the city
I don't need to live in a palace-like house
A simple home is enough for me

I don't need much
Only your attention
A hand to hold
To make me feel that I am not alone

I know
With you my life is worth living
I know
With you my life is gonna be just fine
I know
With you each day begins with a smile

I don't really have to worry
That some things won't work out for me
I don't really have to bother
Just as long as you are here with me

I don't need much
Only your affection
To see me through
To make me feel that I am not alone

I know
Together we can make our dreams come true
I know
That through the years we won't be growing old
I know
Counting stars won't be so hard to do

There will be our lowest times
At the end of the tunnel shines
Our love for each other never fails
Baby I just know

I Know by Yasmien Kurdi. :"))

MY BOYFRIEND

My boyfriend, MFMS is probably my favorite person ever. I mean him and I are best friends. 

Tipical shit. We’re always together, well for the most part. 

We walk around and talk shit about other people and laugh, this is something we do and it never seems to get old, sounds mean but you’d understand if you went to our lives. 

We help each other out with anything, we’re always totally commited to the others happiness. 

I’ve been thinking and I’ve never had some one, that has been so special to me. 

I love this guy, inside and out. I mean yes I have my parents and my siblings. 

But no MFMS is different. 

He never bails out on me, always try to see eye to eye with me, and always supports me in what I’m doing. 

I mean yeah you could love someone, be in love with someone. 

But when it comes to how I feel about him. It’s something beyond that. Far beyond that. 

I miss him now. Even though I seen him for half of my day and texted him the half I wasnt with him. 

It blows. So hence why I’m writting this.. I know he’ll see it and smile. 

Which is good, a person like him always deserves to smile. 

I’m gonna have to throw in that he’s helped me through a lot of shit, ranging from understanding algebra 2 to putting up with life and it’s 1,000 pounds of stress that’s accompanied with it. 

Literally I don’t know where I’d be or how I’d be without him. 

He’s definitely earned the largest spot in my heart and he’s never gonna lose it. 

He’s impacted my life in the greatest way possible, I couldn’t have asked for someone better. 

I love you MFMS. 

FINALLY AFTER 2 WEEKS HAVEN'T SEEN HIM

21 July 2013 - Sunday

I love my boyfriend. Like OMG. I just got back from seeing him. We went iftar and watching movie together.

He let me lay my head on his shoulder and he held my hand through the whole thing. I kissed his hand all the time.  
He opened car door for me. He walked beside me, staring at me, and kissed my forehead like he hadn’t seen me in months! 
He’s just so… ADHSGHFNRIWCEPRQ
 

And then, right before I went inside, he was like “balik mandi k?"
He is the best thing that I have ever had the pleasure of having.

Seriously.

I’d be so fucking lost without my boyfriend. I could spend hours and still not be satisfied.

I am so lucky to have found someone who cares about me the way he does.

HE IS SWEET AND CHARMING

It is not what I feel for him, it is what I don't feel for anyone but him. 

Someone asked me what I saw in him and my answer was "nothing". 

How I wish I can tell them everything that I love about him. But I won't let them see what I see.

You're special. 

For the past few months, I have looked upon someone that is very inspirational and charismatic. 

He even made me alarmed to think about my future.

 

I have realised something: he is charismatic in a manipulative way. He is sweet and charming.

He talked me into things and stirred my vulnerable psyche easily. 

There was a conversation that occurred which made me snap back to reality:

The part where he put words into my mouth.

The part where he said he needs me in his life.

Tut-tut, you made me really unimpressed.

He always be a part of me, I'm part of him indefinitely. He can't escape from me.  
We will always linger on, time can't erase a feeling this strong.  
No way he never gonna shake me... 'cause he will always be mine.

 

Can't find a mirror to see what I see in him. But I will follow him until he see it.

I know I can't help but love everything he do. I'll be there when he don’t know what he should do.

If his heart breaks I'll be there to fix it. That's my promise.

THE REASON IS YOU!

I wish you were here with me so I could tell you directly how much you mean to me. 

I would hold you tight and hug you near my heart so that you could hear what it’s trying to whisper, 

“You’re the reason why I’m happy and I just want to be with you.”

 I just want one day with you. 
24 hours. 1,440 minutes. 86,400 seconds. 
It’ll just be you and me. 
We get to do whatever we want, no interference or anyone else. 
That’s all I want right now.

If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you. 
If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t love you. 
If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t miss you. 
But I did, I do, and I will.