Adikku,
Jika kau tahu bagaimana terlukanya hati abah, kau tak akan sanggup
melihatnya walau sebelah mata apatah lagi menyentuhnya. Jika kau rasa
abah tak perlu wujud di setiap hidupmu, percayalah..kau tak mungkin
tenang walau kau baik dengan semua orang. Amal ibadatmu itu hanya
sia-sia sesudah kau sakiti hati ayahmu.
Adikku,
Jika suatu hari nanti abah pergi menjemput ilahi, kita cuma ada emak. Hanya emak dan adik beradik. Kita saling bergantungan. Apa saja yang bisa kita lakukan andai kau ingin abah tiada disisi?
Aku pernah melalui apa yang kau lalui saat ini. Darah mudamu tak bisa menyatakan keinginan hati. Jangan..
..Jangan adikku.
Mari aku ajarkan bagaimana kau bisa melihat hati abah yang lembut. Hati
abah yang tak bisa disentuh. Agar nanti kau tahu, kita adalah nyawa
seorang ayah.
Kakakmu.
Monday, 4 August 2014
LET'S NEVER BE APART
I’m afraid that time is running out
I want to hold you
Until I can feel your wrinkles, the traces of aging
Until I’m sure that you’re real
Until all the energy is lost.
Until my sight has become blurry
Until I can no longer breathe
For you, I’m willing.
Let’s never be apart
Even if I can’t move anymore, I still want to see you
Until I can see that your hair has traces of whiteness
Even if
I have to give up the whole world
At least there’s still you, who is worth treasuring
And the fact that you’re here, is a miracle in my life
I could forget the whole world,
As long as I don’t ever lose you
I will always know where the mole on your hand is
It wasn’t easy for us
We had no choice
I’m afraid that time is passing by too quickly
Not long enough to look at you carefully
I’m afraid time is passing by too slowly
I’m worried day and night about losing you
Just want to age in one night
Let’s never part.
Wednesday, 2 July 2014
LOVE METER JUST BROKE
I swear...
I am in love with my boyfriend...
I don't know what gotten into me but my love meter just broke.
My love everygy for him is overloading.
I would be so lost without you.
He always knows how to cheer me up.
Nothing makes me happier than to wake up knowing that hes still my prince.
I wake up everyday with a spark in my heart.
I automatically smile when I see him.
Having a boyfriend like him is just amazing.
I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH HIM.
Sunday, 8 June 2014
IM DEAD BEFORE I MET YOU
He contribute so much to my life by lifting me up even if I'm in the most suicidal
thoughts.
He actually listen to me and ask for how I feel and what do I
think.
He give me the strenght to stand strong thru bullshits.
He build
me up so much that I finally can look at the mirror without hating myself
again.
He actually have seen me break down and lose hopes.
Nothing
could repay you.
I probably dead if I never get to know you.
You are the fire
of my life.
You burn away my problems and brighten my every single fuckin' day.
That's why I love you more than anything else.
Monday, 2 June 2014
IM SCARED
You say you love the rain,
yet you use an
umbrella to walk under it.
You say you love the sun,
but you seek shade
when its shining.
You say you love the wind,
yet when it comes you close the window.
yet when it comes you close the window.
So that's why I'm scared when you say you love me.
OBSESSED WITH ME
Be
obsessed with me,
but not to the point where it’s annoying..
but enough for me to know that
but enough for me to know that
I’m the only one that makes..
your heart skip a beat.
HAVE YOU..?
Have you ever thought of doing
something strangely odd and wonder how the other’s reaction will be?
What if, say, you ‘pretend’ to lie on the floor and ‘pretend’ that you fainted due to some undiscovered sickness inside of you? And you just lie there on the cold ground waiting for someone to come and you wonder how their reaction will be?
Well, have you?
Have you ever pretend that you are going to kill yourself and wonder how the other’s reaction will be?
Will they even care? Will they even try to stop you?
Or have you ever wonder how many people would come to your funeral when you die out of the sudden and wonder how many people will actually cry and misses you? And what do they remember you as?
Well, I bet you did. Am I right?
What if, say, you ‘pretend’ to lie on the floor and ‘pretend’ that you fainted due to some undiscovered sickness inside of you? And you just lie there on the cold ground waiting for someone to come and you wonder how their reaction will be?
Well, have you?
Have you ever pretend that you are going to kill yourself and wonder how the other’s reaction will be?
Will they even care? Will they even try to stop you?
Or have you ever wonder how many people would come to your funeral when you die out of the sudden and wonder how many people will actually cry and misses you? And what do they remember you as?
Well, I bet you did. Am I right?
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