Wednesday, 24 April 2013

I WISH YOU LOVE



I've gotten so used to not being able to see you everyday,
So used to it that I can cope and go through days just fine without you here.
I can be alone or with friends and I would be happy.
But when I suddenly see couples tpgether laughing,
looking into each others eyes and smiling, cuddling or even simply holding hands;
That's when I suddenly don't feel strong and my heart starts to ache and I feel like breaking down.
I try and stay strong everyday,
I mean that's what I've been doing for all this while.
but I'm always going to see a couple and wish you were here with me, right next to me.
It sucks, it sucks so much that I can't hug, see, just simply be with the person I love so much.
but this is what we both have to and I don't wish I was with someone here.
I will be seeing you soon and it will be better than anything else.

ILOVEYOU


I'M IN LOVE ♥

I never thought I'd be in love like this.
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip.
And you came in and knocked me on my face.
Feels like I'm in a race.
But I already won first place.

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did.
You got me thinkin' about our life, our house and kids.
Every morning I look at you and smile.
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down.


♥ 

Monday, 18 March 2013

I'M SORRY

I'm sorry. 
Sometimes I get jealous and I'm worried 
thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. 
I guess it's my insecurities acting up. 
Because I know, that I'm not the prettiest, smartest, 
funniest and most exciting person. 
But I do know no matter how hard or long you look, 
you'll never find someone who loves you like I do.

I LOVE YOU  ♥ 

Monday, 4 March 2013

DISTANCE







Dear Distance,

Thank you. Thank you for bringing me to him, the one who makes my life mean something. 
Thank you for keeping things right, thank you for those new experiences we took. 
Thank you for bridging the gap between two hearts, two hearts that were meant to beat as one. 
Thank you for making me realize how perfectly we fit by keeping us apart.

But wait, don’t pat yourself on the back, not yet. I also want to say I hate you. 
I hate you for keeping us so far from each other. 
I hate that I can’t feel his breath against my cheek when I want too. 
I hate how I have to rely on charges, phones and internet connection to keep in touch. I hate you.

So as much as I love you for making this possible, 
and as much as I love you for making us closer, I hate you. 
When we can reunite and come together, it is then that I will thank you again, 
I will remember how much I love you.

Until then, Distance

Sunday, 3 March 2013

I LOVE YOU. YOU LOVE ME TOO



I love the times when we watched movies 
but he doesn't really focused on the movie 
because he's too busy cutely attempting to land popcorn on my tongue.
I love when he always staring at me and suddenly kiss my cheek.
I love when he always says, ''I love you''.
I love the ways he tells me that he's so blessed for having me
and he desperately loves me.
I love the way he ignores other girls just for me.
I love the way he always trying to make sure I'm comfortable.
I love when he just grab my hand and hold it like 
he's holding something that really valuable/fragile.
Ahhh, I really love him.

♥

I WILL WAIT



I can never deny the fact that I'm so in love with you.
No matter what I do, I can't get you out of my head.
The way you talk, the way you smile, the way you move. Everything.
You're far away from me now and God knows  how much I miss you.
I keep on thinking about the memories that we did together.
And everytime I remember the times that we were so happy together,
my eyes would start to water.
This distance really sucks.
But I want you to know no matter what happens,
my love for you will never ever change.
I will wait for you


♥