So used to it that I can cope and go through days just fine without you here.
I can be alone or with friends and I would be happy.
But when I suddenly see couples tpgether laughing,
looking into each others eyes and smiling, cuddling or even simply holding hands;
That's when I suddenly don't feel strong and my heart starts to ache and I feel like breaking down.
I try and stay strong everyday,
I mean that's what I've been doing for all this while.
but I'm always going to see a couple and wish you were here with me, right next to me.
It sucks, it sucks so much that I can't hug, see, just simply be with the person I love so much.
but this is what we both have to and I don't wish I was with someone here.
I will be seeing you soon and it will be better than anything else.
ILOVEYOU






